I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing
I wish I were a psychopath
I wish I were a cold blooded murderer or a vampire sucking the blood out of the heart without feeling anything
I wish my heart was stone so that literally no one can make it feel touched
I wish I were as stoic as terrorist so that I don’t simply care a damn thing about anyone
I wish I were as nonchalant as krishna as I wouldn’t let my emotions take over.
I wish I were heartless, emotionless, unempathetic flesh of shit
You know why? Because this pain is too much for me to bear, too heavy, too miserable, too frustrating, too life sucking.
I wish I weren’t human.
I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing.