Being human.

I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing

I wish I were a psychopath

I wish I were a cold blooded murderer or a vampire sucking the blood out of the heart without feeling anything

I wish my heart was stone so that literally no one can make it feel touched

I wish I were as stoic as terrorist so that I don’t simply care a damn thing about anyone

I wish I were as nonchalant as krishna as I wouldn’t let my emotions take over.

I wish I were heartless, emotionless, unempathetic flesh of shit

You know why? Because this pain is too much for me to bear, too heavy, too miserable, too frustrating, too life sucking.

I wish I weren’t human.

I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing.

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